29.9.08

so i woke up last night...

at 3am, gasping for air. For some reason I dreamed I was already in Lisbon, experiencing the feeling that I have been dreading. That, "Oh no, what did I do?" feeling. That, "Oh gosh, I am really here for 3 years" feeling. But I know it is temporary; it will pass as all things do.

I am still counting down the days until family and friends. 3 days until family, 10 days until friends. yes yes yes yes yes yes YES!

1 comment:

Miss Abby said...

you can do it, Sweet Caroline!! I am so proud of you and you are going to help heal so many precious lives!!
.peace.